I wasn't in my best mood today. The sleeping late to surf the net for news on Rain before updating my blog has finally taken its toll. So i thought I write early tonite.
The first thing I remembered when I woke up this morning was to get into the net!!!!! But I can't. Or rather chose not to. Pls god, help me to lead my life as normal as possible..long before this craze took over me.
Angah had left to catch the 1800hr flight and will only be back on Friday nite. There's no guessing but I'll be celebrating Valentine's Day alone this year. Maybe I won't even notice it since I'll be too occupied in finding and digging the net for the latest or even old news about Bi. My colleague said that I have a split personality when it comes to Rain. I do??
Sometimes I wonder, how long will this infatuation last? Can I stop caring? Can I just ignore the urge to know what is he been up to lately? Part of me want to do just that. I felt foolish behaving like this but I just can't stop myself. The more I tried to ignore, the harder it become. So I'm just going to give in. Just go wt the flow until my mind and body can't take it anymore than I guess I'll stop (even the thought of it gives me goosebumps!!).
Maybe if I'm in my twenties, I would never gave it a hoot. Maybe, maybe. Read in Her World mag that a survey by AC Nielsen found that 49% Msians agreed that the 30s are now the new 20s and 54% considered the 40s the new 30s. Hmm..no wonder..
But to be honest, I never think I'm old (before). In fact, I don't even keep track of how old I am and have to always calculate minus the year etc to remember my age. Not that I'm in denial but it just doesn't matter to me (well not until recently when I start discovering Rain). Nevertheless, I still have so many things to do starting wt - seeing Rain perform live in his concert. (hopefully, that will come true in June).
Till then, I will have to be contend in watching the PC of I'm Cyborg, but that's okay in Berlin where Rain spotted of having a longer hair-do almost like his character in Injuksa (ALove2Kill).
and to listen to him answering questions..
His voice omg...is to die for ;-)
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Don't worry about your age when it comes to Rain. I'm sure I'm a lot older than you are (I'm older than almost everbody!). After I had discovered Rain I had to do a website for him. It's at:
http://www.birainjeongjihoonfansite.info
Evidently there is no age limit when it comes to being crazy about Bi Rain!!!!
Thanks for sharing your website, I'll definitely drop by -Rain United-
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